its true u may not be perfect but who is? all that matters is that u have done ur best in being ur best. we look up to u as a role model tat is cos we respect u. want to learn form u. be more like u. we seek confort in knowing there is some1 for us to model. knoing tat we can someday be as great as u. u talk abt dissapointment. tats really nothing. who doesnt get get a little dissapointed at times? be strong as there are many who look upon u as a role model. i myself included. always kno tat u are God sent. to help us. to teach us. to guide us.
Though i do not kno wad struggles u r in but here's a verse for u: God is our protection and our strength. He always helps in times of trouble.
Ask for His help and he will help.